Oh, Anxiety
Nov. 12th, 2024 08:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greyliliy I may have made a mistake crossposting things.
Because I'm looking back and seeing that I have only a select few Fanfic crossposted....out of hundreds.
I only have a handful of Tumblr posts crossposted...out of thousands.
My "ALL OR NOTHING" internal anxiety is now like "What do."
Because I am not going through the mass crossposting again. And deciding "what's good enough to double and fill out my Dreamwidth Journal" and "What can I leave on Tumblr" are competing in my head.
Followed by "Because you backdated posts, your first Dreamwidth Blog post is now no longer the first post if someone goes all the way to the end."
AND THEN while reading the Latest page and seeing everyone's daily activity journal entries I'm super nostalgic for the Live Journal days when I used it for near exclusively a journal. And I miss that. Despite having two physical journals next to me (one for daily things and one for venting).
Which all just results in internal screaming. Lol.
P.S. AND SPEAKING of Live Journal nostalgia...I need more icons. T-T
Edit: I've added some icons. Makes me feel better. XD
Because I'm looking back and seeing that I have only a select few Fanfic crossposted....out of hundreds.
I only have a handful of Tumblr posts crossposted...out of thousands.
My "ALL OR NOTHING" internal anxiety is now like "What do."
Because I am not going through the mass crossposting again. And deciding "what's good enough to double and fill out my Dreamwidth Journal" and "What can I leave on Tumblr" are competing in my head.
Followed by "Because you backdated posts, your first Dreamwidth Blog post is now no longer the first post if someone goes all the way to the end."
AND THEN while reading the Latest page and seeing everyone's daily activity journal entries I'm super nostalgic for the Live Journal days when I used it for near exclusively a journal. And I miss that. Despite having two physical journals next to me (one for daily things and one for venting).
Which all just results in internal screaming. Lol.
P.S. AND SPEAKING of Live Journal nostalgia...I need more icons. T-T
Edit: I've added some icons. Makes me feel better. XD
